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~OH THANK U ALL "Sarah","Tiffany","Christine" ,and my lovely Ganma"Emma"

You might not know what you CAN do right now but just try your best and don't feel sorry about the resutls because you need to learn how to take both defeat or success well.
It's a process of growing up.
Try to find something that you enjoy.
Maybe it's not one of your school subject.
THat can be a pastime for you.
Maybe it's "talking to friends on the msn" or "reading detective novels" or listening to some classical music. Whatever it is, give yourself a treat like that whenever you finish studying something.
So that you wont' feel quite bored and exhausted and you won't feel quite confined in your own little world.
Because in this process, you enjoy life,too. In this case, study becomes only parts of your life because you know how to rest and how to get a balance by getting some fun, something you enjoy to do.
I'll pray for you and I konw God will help you calm down and find your own value.

I can feel the stress you are bearing right now. It is very difficult being a student in Taiwan. And I am sure that you have tried your best to prepare your exam. Of course, going to a good school is always nice, but it is also very important for you to stay happy in a good school.
I did not know what exactly I would like to do when I was at your age, the only goal I had was to pass the colleage entrance exam. When I was assigned to Soochow University, studying "history", I was not sure what I was going to go in my future either. But things worked out little by little. So, don't worry too much at this point, just try your best when you prepare the exam, when you sit in for the exam, try to relax, do whatever you can do. If the exam allow you to guess without penalty, take a guess.
That's too bad that you have to adjust yourself to a new consultant at this stage. But yichen, think it as an adventure. You never know, you may just be lucky enough to meet a nice person.